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It's been about 8 months since I updated this.
It hasnt even been a year, and EVERYTHING has changed.
Who am I? Lol. I seriously have no clue.
But I wanna say life's good...
I'm hungryyy (:
Peace.
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| nail spaaa |
[01 Oct 2008|08:06pm] |
was where it was at tonite [:
me alexis jessica and brandi went and got our nails did
i got a metallic sort of grey on my toes
i like it haha
ugh i have work tomorrow at 12
but im off at 5 so whatever
i almost forgot im going to san fran next weekend haha
that should be fun
minus the fact that freakin patty is coming down that weekend
that i go up there
pshhh [:
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| Sunday Night. |
[28 Sep 2008|08:38pm] |
Damn this water contamination in downey! jk
its actually quite interesting.
when i heard my work would be closed down due to this news
i was all for it jk
but its cool having to boil water and what not
i got a bunch of pots and boiled water for later use.
[:
Anyway this weekend was good.
Friday me alexis brandi and jessica went out
to pf changs in long beaaachh.
it was fun. dinnnnner with the girls.
then yesterday me and lexis went to the la county fair!
oh man i fucking love that place.
i go every year ever since i can rememeber!
we ate, or well i ate, sooo much.
i mean its a fair! how can i not?
baked potatoes, corn, funnel cake, etc... lol
& then we got home and just watched dazed and confused.
and today i did service for my mom at the savio fiesta[carnival]
i worked from 10am-2pm then she wanted me to help out
somehwere else til 4:30 eh it was whatever
then i came home rested a bit
and went back met up with edddie to eat there
then when he left just hung out with brandi
and now im homesies[:
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| Laaaa deee laaa |
[25 Sep 2008|07:34pm] |
so i have pretty much been working and hanging out pretty much
uh whats today?
i always forget the days of the weeek
darnnnn
uh okay its thrusday
wow alreadY?
so tuesday i worked at it was krystals bday
so i just went to donnas [the dons'!] house
played rock band
and went to pick krystal up and
awwww she got a new car and it was a suprise so
it was pretty cool seeing all that and what not.,
&&&& we went to roscoesssssss buahahaha cuz me and the shansies really
wanted to eat there
it was delishhhh
& then i had taco bell afterwards too lol
and they laughed at me bitches!
and we just laghued like 99% of the tiome which
is good cuz i needed a good time haha
i dont like how i feeeeeeeeelllllsies rite now
wow
hahaha its nothing to be upset over though
but idk its hard to describe
im weird [according to alan 24/7]
[:
damn so that means its friday tomorrow
yayyyyy<3 we'll see whats up
so far eddie has told hge hes djing his friends party or soemthing
so perhaps that idk
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[22 Sep 2008|09:30am] |
im awake and i made my self some oatmeal
so im just eating that and just browsing online
and what not
i have work today at 1
its mondayyy i feel like being lazy
i just wanna stay home and do absolutely nothing.
[although thats what i pretty muich do everyday]
but i guess the money will be rewarding..
this weekend was pretty chill [:
Friday nite:
i had a little ice cream date with the hussie..
im just trying to make her PHAT lol
mmmm rocky road! [:
and then we just watched sex and the city for awhile
then i just visited alan since he was leaving saturday for ucsb..
i told him he defenitely does not rep LA since hes from La Mirada haha
Saturday nite:
I had work at 2pm -6:00pm and earlier that morning the plan
was that we'd go to sids party [me and alexis]
BUT before i leave to work my mom said we're going to the Pomona fair
and i was cool with that and alexis found mark to go with her.
i ended up having to stay til 8 for work
so my family left without me to the fair
since they diddnt wanna wait anymore
so when i got home i was gonna go to pomona
but my mom didnt want me driving that far so i
decided i was gonna go to the party and surprise
alexis since she wanted me to go [:
&&&& as im getting ready robert calls me
and so i tell him to come with...
and from there on the nite was pretty good.
me and rubertoooeee had jack in the box
yummmmm
and on our way home we passsed by jack in the box for smoothies and
the same guy was there at the drive thru window
he was super cool lol yes SUPER
And yesterday all i did was chill...and freakin EAT!
hahah ahh oh well ill go work out tonite and the rest fo the week
[:
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| Break Me |
[17 Sep 2008|10:43pm] |
Not a things gonna break me.
is this feeling of missing my fucking friends going to go away soon!
[:
geeeez i swear.
i booked my flight today
i fly up to sf in threee weeks.
i feel like i was just over there......
cuz i was!
hahaha i think ill make it a monthly thing to go
i mean i dont have school so i mite as well go
im currently texting the beezee: KYARA<3
and we were just talking bout stuff
and seriously it just makes me think about how many
times i fucking go out of my way to do shit
for ppl who dont give a fuckkkkkkkk whatsoever.
its not the going out of the way part that bugs me
its the fact that ppl really dont give a fuck.
i mean i know i dont always expect ppl to show appreciation back..
cuz going out of yr way for things..like thats the beauty of it sometimes...
the whole "nothing in return" but u get that good feeling still
i dont know what im talk,ing about.
i have some amazing frieendssss and id like to meet more once i move.
idk about meeting a boy though... maybe.
i dont think id like the whole idea of being tied down to one person though.
i like being independent and carefree
cuz then i only have to take care of myself
and worry only for me and not somebody elses feelings?....
i always make things about me.........
i gots me some work tomorrow but its form 1:00pm to 6.:00 pm...not bad
[:
i get to see that cutie pie daniel hopefully
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| It Was A Good Day |
[16 Sep 2008|10:53pm] |
[:
so i had work from 3:30 to 8:30 today.
it was pretty cool
went by pretty fast!
but anywho most importantly there is a super cutie that works there!
id bever seen him before til today,
he just turned 19 today too [:
we all sang him happy birthday haha
man he is so dreamyyyyyy & his name is daniel
i want him to want me lol
and then i have to break his heartcuz i am moving away
wow what a soap opera!
<3 so thats my new love interest haha
and then i got back home and my mom was on
her way out to the gym so what do i do?
JOIN HER so i went to the gym
man im exhausted!
i dont have work tomorrow til thursday so thats always nice
ugh well goood nite im outtties!
peace
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| Sunday Evening. |
[14 Sep 2008|06:56pm] |
Just got home from Patty's house.
She came down to visit and i went to her house
ATEEEE some food and then went with her parents to drop her off
at LAX.
Priscilla called me today to ask me if i would be down to
live with her when i moved up there in january.
That would be cool i sup[pose.
Shes gonna look into finding some places where we can both live.
Yay [:
I was thinking maybe i can buy a little puppy so
me and her can have a pet.
This is our chance to be lovers and have a pet!
AND BE ACCEPTED! jk
im not gonna lie.... me and priscilla defenitely
have a thing going on since we first became friends lol ;P
it feels so good to just be typing all this crap thats floating around in my head.
i reeeally wanna go to the gym later on.
its still early.
its my moms bestf riends birthday party so none of my family members are home.
im thinknig maybe i should head over there...just for some cake.
but eh.. whatever.
im glad i dont have work tomorrow. geez.
and i just started working!
i was so excited for a job but i think im doneskiez with it.
i hope i wont feel this way towards my job all the time.
maybe just right now bc its sunday nite and im just tired.
not much to look forward too this week.
except work.
or at least thats all i really would want to do anyway.
i really dgaf about going out. for reals....
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| SFSU |
[05 Sep 2008|07:58pm] |
I GOT IN<333333
OMG! yes! this is the single most happiest day of my freakin life.
[:
thank you GOD!
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| employed at last |
[05 Sep 2008|07:27pm] |
i got a job [:
i go in tomorrow at 10am
finally one less thing to worry about...
i will now be able to pay my ticket!!!
and save up.
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| SFSU Admission Status |
[05 Sep 2008|02:29pm] |
The Office of Undergraduate Admission has collected sufficient documentation from you so that your application WILL BE REVIEWED for admission. The outcome of the review may be to admit you, to deny admission, or to request additional information from you. The office will attempt to review you application as quickly as possible, but normally the review process takes a minimum of 10 working days to complete. If you have a question please call (415) 338-1113.
ugh this makes me nervous as fuuuhhhh haha
im scared =/
but i think i am prepared for whatever the outcome is
someone shoot me now
i make a big deal out of things
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| WOWzersss |
[03 Sep 2008|03:29pm] |
i got a speeding ticket today.
my second one this year!
i got one in january.
darn;; this tottally sucks.
i am defenitely going to try to get a job now.
got a few applications today.
i really dont feel like upsetting my mom with this.
at least the first time i got a ticket
i had a job so i was able to pay for it myself.
but now i really have to try to get money somehow.
another reason to leave LA.
no more driving. no more tickets. no more car accidents.
PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION will do me good.
hahah.
oh my life is just a roller coaster..and not of love.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
[:
im funny lol
oh and today at pasadena i talked to a counselor...
he happend to get his masters from sfsu [:
he was talking to me about the school and all that good stuff.
it was cute.
<3
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| Feeling of Uncertainty |
[02 Sep 2008|10:38am] |
I got my hopes up to high.
I need to start making them neutral.
That way my hopes wont be completly crushed
if i dont get into sfsu this spring.
I tried to treat my days up in sf as if i lived there.
I wanted to get a good feel of what life up there would be like.
The weather, the people, the transportation, the distance from home, etc.
I felt like i WAS at home.
Now that i've been thinking about moving away...
[NOT TO BE MEAN OR ANYTHING or offend anyone]
but it seems to me, now that i am back,
that its kind of lame to live back at home for college.
Its definitely not like living somewhere far from home.
You definitely get that "living on your own" vibe for sure.
And now that i am back home i cant wait to move out.
Which is another reason i wanna get accepted so badly.
I am definitely most DEFENITELY grateful that my mom
is willing to pay for all this.
I know a lot of people cant and dats why they cant leave
[or of course maybe they just dont want to move]
But for sure i wouldn't fuck around if i moved away.
I couldn't bare to dissapoint my parents like that...
Id keep up with things and balance my schedule.
Oh thats another thing, my idea of moving away is not to "party".
Gosh, thats the most stupidest ishhh ever.
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| home sweet home? |
[01 Sep 2008|10:30pm] |
yeah i am back and i was happy to be coming back last nite
but now not so much
i left my heart in san francisco
darn... i hope i get in. i reeeaaaalllly hope so.
i need to move away.
for a change.
[:
clikc on the picture to see the album
i had a really good time up in sf for sure
i dont even think i could describe how much fun i had over there without making it sound so dull and boring with words.
<3
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| big BLAH |
[26 Aug 2008|06:32pm] |
i went to the mall again today.
i found a really nice jean skirt
not like a trashy one dats all torn and whatnot.
but a nice one with cute buttons.
i took my sister to josephs today for her senior portraits
and i stumbled across miss figueroa...
one of my best english teachers ever
before i said anything to her she said
"so are you the only one that didnt move to sf for college"
BAHAHAH wow she would say that to me.
what a coincidence too....
i told her how i applied and what my "plans" are
i cant belive high school is over
its BEEN over
but i guess just physiucally on the campus
makes it feel more unbelievable.
ILL NEVER SIT IN ANY OF THOSE ROOMS FOR CLASS EVER AGAIN
which is a good thing but a bit sad....
i had some good times...as well as bad....
but hey thats just LIFE
[:
i packed my clothes already today! WOOO
i finished washing and folding it last night
im excited!
<3
im really excited about flying by myself most of all
ive never been on a plane alone
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| sweeeeeeeeet |
[24 Aug 2008|03:46pm] |
i am booked and ready to go.
sweeeeeet.
i think i have this all figured out.
lets see.
one nite i will spend the night at pattys.
then one nite at priscillas.
another at demians.
this is great.
i knew better times were coming and these are it.
PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE
my life is getting back to how it used to be...
exciting. adventurous. fun. good times all around.
[before i hit those few weeks of boringness recently in like august]
but its all started up again.
YAY[:
I thank God for showing me how great life can be if we just accept ourselves others and everything around us. Lifes WAY too short to be wasting time<3
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| hollllllyywwoooodd |
[24 Aug 2008|01:40am] |
i defenitely needed tonite[:
i love being the only girl in the crew
makes things more CUTE for me bahahha<3
brian, marvin, cheese bee, mikey ,joey and watch out for me
i feel like they are my bodyguards
tonite while we were walking down sunset
a fake chuckie tried to scare me
HEY HE COULDA STABBED ME OKAY! haha
so i hold onto bryan bc i was really scared
and then they all started laughing bc i kinda
screamed when i saw that stupid thing
approaching me with its knife =/
then it was really crowded when we were walking and
the crew started tripping out bc
THEY THOUGHT THEY LOST ME haha
i happend to get infront of all of them and
they didnt realize that...
little things like that make me smile.
them telling me they were looking for me///
it makes my heart all happy
bahaha im lame....<3
it was the first time we all hung out MINUS richard.....
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| SPRING ADMISSIONS 2009 |
[22 Aug 2008|07:54pm] |
application is in.
trascripts are sent.
SAT scores are in.
housing application is sent.
deadlines are met.
fees are covered.
now all i have to do is wait to hear back and see if i got accepted.
this all seems so surreal.
what if i actually get in?
i FEEL that i will.
but in case i dont it wont be the end of the world.
this was all LAST MINUTE anyway.
very spur of the moment.
two years of jc to transfer isnt bad in case i get denied.
BUT if i can get in for the SPRING semester than even BETTER!
[:
i love demian. he really is the one who talked me into it since tuesday.
its funny how a single text can turn your whole world around<3
thats all it took really.
and then my instinct was to follow through with it.
i called my old counselor from josephs to see if i could drop by.
and i also called the office of admissions for the college beforhand.
mrs. parkins was so surprised to see that i wanted to apply now
since i told her all my senior year i just wanted to to to a jc.
she helped me out with a few questions i had and
i went to the front office to request my offical transcripts.
i will say though that remembering all my username and passwords were a hassle.
i had to remember my college board one and my csumentor one
but luckily i was able to retrieve all that data asap[:
im so exctied but nervous at the same time.
fuck it.
whatever happens happens.
but at least i attempted to do this.
yay.
<3
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| Tropic Thunder |
[13 Aug 2008|03:44pm] |
Hopefully Tonite For Sure(:
Its So Hot. Its Ridiculous.
So I Took Adam To Cerritos This Morning.
Pretty Hectic. Got All These Kids Signing Up Last Minute.
Trying To Take Their Assessment Tests.
Victor Was There. Haha.
It Was Chill..The Wait We Were Just Talking.
Came Home. Layed Down To Rest.
Went Out To Run A Few Errands.
Nothing Big.
So I Dont Know About Pasadena Anymore.
I LOVE The School. But Its Kinda Far.
If I Want A Job Then Getting To It Would Be Crazy
Because Id Have To Be All Rushed Al The Time And Whattnot.
UGH. Idk. I Shoulda Gone To Golden West. Or Rio Hondo.
BLAH> Im Tired.
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| party |
[10 Aug 2008|10:45pm] |
in long beeeetch last nite.
shawns party was pretty cool. rolled up there by myself.
i love showing up places by myself.
this defenitely was not the first time.
i mean if u think about it, whats so bad about it?
being there alone? lol
i just know theres gonna be people i know that i can talk to
and if not then ill probably meet people,
which always happens....last nite..erin,david,brian etc
i had to use the restroom and anthony c told me to use the one inside the house
he gave me a boost and i went in through shawns bedroom window
it was pretty funny
luckily i know the inside of his house
i kinda felt like i was trespassing tho haha
and then jumping back out was fun lol
see, i like random shit like that on my saturday nights(:
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